Kail Lowry admitted this week that she starts her morning by scanning the Internet to see if a certain person has “exposed” her, as she claims they have threatened to do.
Kail revealed this detail on this week’s episode of her Baby Mamas No Drama podcast. During the episode, the mom of seven was asked by her co-host Vee Torres if she ever worries something from her past may “creep up” on her, now that she’s not in her “depressive rut” anymore. The former Teen Mom 2 star responded, claiming that she feels like that “every single day.”
“Every single day I wake up and I’m in a good mood and it’s like, exit stage left depression, enter stage right anxiety about being depressed again,” she said.
Kail went on to discuss her last three pregnancies, noting that she was “really depressed” during her pregnancies with fourth child Creed and fifth child Rio, but things have been much different since her twins Verse and Valley arrived in November.
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(As fans know, Kail shares Verse, Valley and Rio with boyfriend Elijah Scott; sons Creed and Lux with Chris Lopez; son Lincoln with ex-husband Javi Marroquin and son Isaac with Jo Rivera.)
“ … Like, they were born and I’ve been happy ever since,” Kail said of Verse and Valley, before also acknowledging the “craziest s**t” that has happened throughout the last couple of years.
“ … Between friendship fallouts, my depression, you know, my situations with people that were close to me or once worked for me,” she said.
“And so I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop … like, one person specifically said, like, ‘I can’t wait to expose you. Like, this is, I’m gonna expose you. Just wait, it’s coming,’” Kail said.
She went on to claim that she doesn’t know what information the individual could “expose,” however, that doesn’t make her worry any less.
“ … What hasn’t been put out already?” Kail asked. “You know, like, I thought my worst was already out there, you know? So every single day I wake up and I’m like, is today the day that it’s gonna fall apart?
“ … it’s almost like I feel like, one, I don’t deserve to be happy because if someone has something on me that can be released, like, I don’t deserve the happiness I’m having right now,” she continued. “But also, like, when is the other shoe gonna drop? I’m just waiting for it. It’s very weird.”
Kail said she hates the fact that the first thing she does when she wakes up is “check the Internet” to see if she’s been “exposed,” reiterating that she doesn’t know what she has said or done that “could ruin my life.”
“…Google alerts on my phone.”
“At this point, I feel like everything I’ve ever said or done that’s been awful is already out there, but I check the Internet and I’m like, OK, because I want to be prepared first thing in the morning,” she said, adding that if something does come out, she’ll “just handle it as soon as it comes.”
While Kail didn’t reveal who has made these alleged threats, she did mention relationships that have soured between her and people who have worked for her, leading some to speculate that Kail may have been referring to her former friend and nanny Natalie.
As The Ashley told you in February, Kail and the former caretaker of the Chaos have reportedly been feuding, leading Natalie to take subtle jabs seemingly aimed at Kail on more than one occasion.
In addition to calling out bad moms on social media, Natalie has shared memes and messages about loyalty and honesty.
The reason behind Kail and Natalie’s alleged fallout has yet to be revealed; however, the two were seemingly on good terms until late 2023. Fans may even remember Kail sharing a clip of her revealing to Natalie that she was pregnant with twins.
Kail and Natalie continue to follow each other on social media and photos of Kail’s kids remain on Natalie’s Instagram page, along with comments from Kail from as recent as September.
